now i know it really isn't meant to be.

my brother just burst into my room to tell me that i could go audition for singapore idol again this weekend...then i had to remind him (three times) that we were going away for the weekend.

damn.

i just wish my mom hadn't added in that little snippet of "aiyah...you probably wouldn't get in anyway".

i know she meant for it to be a consolation, but it hit me really hard.

i'm not acting opposite brendon fernandez anymore. i was kinda looking forward to that because he's such a great actor, with a fantastic singing voice to match. sigh.

the sacrifices i make for the people, and things i care about.

when will people get the hint?