perhaps i should start writing a screenplay of my life. of the sstt. of grover.

yesterday was quite a milestone.

i received a very special hug from a very special person. and he kissed me on the cheek.

it was an awesome feeling...kinda like innocence shining through.

i know it sounds odd to some that the two of us are so close. but if you've ever experienced a strong, platonic friendship, you'd get what i mean.

i think this fella is the reason i've finally been able to let the devil go...and as cookie puts it, i "danced with the devil and brought him to his knees..." haha.

this little one made me realize how love could come in another form...and how, perhaps, such love could be the most unconditional of all.

it's the sorta love that would exist between blood siblings, 'cept that this time around, he isn't my blood brother.

but it's probably the fact that he isn't in my immediate family that i feel so close to him. it's probably the mystery which surrounds him that i'm intrigued by.

i guess i'm just surprised that a person his age could see through my mask, like wayne did.

so i'm kinda glad he isn't my real brother.

but i'm also kinda sad he isn't.