when you're outta sorts, nothing can yank you back up.

not even dancing.

all of my partners today could tell that i wasn't myself. some asked if i was tired, or had a CEO bully me...and worse still, it showed in my dancing!

i couldn't follow as well as i did the last week, and i even missED out simple cues! this is dumb.

i feel horrible.

i shouldn't have gone to the airport...and gotten interrogated about my trip...and being labeled "selfish" when i said i didn't get what i wanted out of the trip.

fuck. if i were really that selfish, i would've demanded they bring me to the places i wanted to go.

sure, punish me for keeping my mouth shut and being sensitive to the needs of my mom and aunt.

I AM MAJORLY DISAPPOINTED AND PISSED.