I Got A Crush On You

is it so taboo to exclaim your crush on a certain someone?

well, it shouldn't be.

crushes are meant to be fun and healthy. most relationships of any kind kick off as crushes.

just friday, ashley (while in a van of a few analysts and PR people) said out loud "don't you think adrian is cute?"

okay, so adrian is this analyst we met at a site visit (who, of course, didn't get on the van with us).

i think it was his voice and his accent that got to her...cuz, strip off those two factors, he's just pretty ordinary. of course, that's just my opinion.

anyways, almost everyone in the van looked totally shocked that ashley would say such a thing out loud.

i could only laugh because i knew that was gonna come out sooner or later.

but seriously, i love ashley to bits. she's an amazing person to hang out with. and we could learn a lot from each other.

i often told myself that, if i were to find a guy cute, i'd go up to him and tell him that to his face. well, that'll only happen if i know i ain't gonna see him again...haha.

i want to have the guts to do something like that. and i'm sure ashley does as well.

however different we may seem to be, we are, in fact, very similar.

i'm not gonna spill our similarities, but if you know me and my insecurities, you'd probably know a little about ashley as well.

sigh.

i have a crush on someone. but trust me, it's just a slight crush...but nevertheless, a crush.

it's been a long time and the feeling is rather alien.

and uncomfortable.

hmm...this sucks.