And Then She Smiled.

all tired and stressed out after an evening of information overload.

when you're in a room of industry experts, it's natural for you to feel small...but i'm glad i held myself up well. and because i did so, the people from AREIT actually approached me to offer their assistance in helping me understand real estate investment trusts. hmm...i may just take up their offer.

other than trying to decipher the sheets of figures and jargon, i'd say last night was rather relaxing. sure, i had shit loads to do, but the pace felt leisurely.

days pass and i'm beginning to trust in my instincts more.

just two nights ago, i felt extremely confused and ruffled. now, i'm sure that with my abilities, i'd be able to reconcile my interests some.

i will have to make sacrifices and some of the people i love will feel betrayed.

but i pray that you'll understand my decision...i've been waiting for this, most of my young life.

this is just another one of those challenges serene has to take...it's, again, one of those sink-or-swim kinda things she subjects herself to.

don't worry, i haven't made a decision.

and don't worry about me. =)
i broke into a smile while on the bus yesterday. i looked goofy. but it was genuine.