i've discovered something rather unsettling about me through my discussions with ashley.

let's just say if you're a guy cradling your baby, you've got my attention.

this is way too odd.

perhaps hanging around with my kids has changed my attitude towards family.

and relationships.

NOT.

i'm still the person singaporean men would find to be too outspoken, liberal and feisty.

and i'm still the person caucasian men find to be less exotic and asian.

so yes, i'm stuck in the middle...haha.

nobody likes me, everybody hates me, i'm gonna eat some worms.