you will find, in the next few days, how my blogs will sort of mirror those in beginning march.

except that this time around, i'm not sure if the ending will be similar.

again, i'm in immense pain. not physically, but emotionally.

i don't know what's causing such pain though.

perhaps it's because i know some people don't actually mean their verbal expressions of affection.

i'd like to think otherwise, but all signs point in the same direction.

i am loved, but i don't feel it.

that's it. i'm getting myself a pint of ice cream tomorrow.