last night, i cried.

i cried because i felt a part of me has been lost forever.

somewhere in my heart, there's an empty space.

and it just feels like that void was never meant to be filled.

how stupid was i to think it could be.

i'm better now, i think.

i'm starting to accept that this is just the way i am.

sure, i'm learning to be me...but that doesn't mean i will stop raging against conventions.

i make the rules.

and when i start playing out my own rules...