i think i'm running on an overload of something.

i just seem to have boundless energy these days...running around, not feeling a need to take a nap...what a difference!

but this worries me, because this was how i was before i started getting all down and out, and fell sick at the same time.

you know...most times, people seem like they appreciate my advice. but seriously, they're just spitting venom at me behind my back. so i don't know if i should still be offering advice to those.

on that note, i have stopped jabbering on and on for quite a while now. and while people think it's quite a change, they get really uneasy if i'm "too quiet".

they think something's wrong.

and i guess something could be. i'm sorta losing my drive to make myself heard.

it kinda seems pointless to speak when it comes to relationships and scouts.

those people just switch off anyways.

after all, i've never been in a relationship (so why the hell listen to me?!) and i've got no scouting knowledge (ditto the comment in front).

wonder if i should stop putting so much of my emotions into these things...if people don't appreciate them anyways.

i never bother with people i hate, that's why the lady is a tramp.