man...check out the time on this.

i found out it really isn't just relationships that need that "last ditch" effort. you know the kinda thing you do when it's falling apart?

friendships and such are the same thing.

and for someone like me, who hardly ever calls someone a friend unless i totally feel that the person is trustworthy, it's especially hard.

there are just some things that can't be saved, i suppose.

i tried...many times. i dare say i've put a whole lot of myself into this friendship. but alas, i think i've got to just let it be.

i'm tired of being the only one who gels everyone together. it's about time someone else took over while i concentrate on my job.

remember the first time i said that four-letter word and i walked away in tears, just because it took me a lot of pride to say it?

just a while back, i thought i was fine with it...because you made me open up, and gave me the strength to repeat that word over.

but today, at this moment, i dread hearing, or even reading the word.

because i know i wouldn't mean it when i say it to you.

good morning serene.