tears aren't so bad after all.

when you've had a good cry, all your frustrations and emotions just seem to dissipate.

i guess i've teared enough over the week...but somehow, those feelings of discontent and hurt still exist.

so i suppose crying is like drinking - it's temporary comfort. and everything just comes gushing back like a tsunami a while later.

before the show, i said i didn't want to fall in love. i guess i've never really verbalized it until today. and it's oddly sobering to hear the words come out of your own mouth. funny how regret seemed to take over as soon as the words came out of my mouth.

post "what matters most", i admit how no one can control falling in love. people may fall into comas and get amnesia, but no one can ever forget how he feels. your head may be blank, but your heart still beats. and i guess even if you can't remember loving a certain someone, your heart will beat slightly faster on seeing that person...and that'll make you wonder why.

so trying to forget is of no use. the more you try to do it, the less successful you are.

heed your own advice serene. don't rush things.

everything in its time.