such a simple script and i couldn't even get it done...what the hell's wrong with me?

i HATE caring. it seems like everytime i care for someone...i get punched right in the face.

SERENE LIM! why can't you just let the hell go?

why...

with this constant sparring between jekyll and hyde in my head, i always end up at the same conclusion.

i can't just let go because they're my babies.

i wish i could though.

perhaps i really should leave scouting for a while...or leave the ones who are making me feel so.

i don't know.

enlighten me.