amazing how the day went without a glitch.

the night ended perfectly...with a hug from sweetie, and a whole lotta memories etched in my mind.

all in all, it was a perfect day.

to think i had wanted to spend this day alone...though, if i had, i probably would've gotten something outta it as well. but today was fun. we spent the whole day laughing...and i think the day took our minds off a whole lotta shit.

there were moments when i chanced upon each of them staring into space...presumably thinking of something else...and i have to admit that there were moments when i felt a stabs of pain.

while rushing back to kalm's to get something for aunt, i remembered how that was the place he first called me "his girlfriend"...and how i absolutely detested him for that.

thank god for elmo and grover, who accompanied me to the shop. for without them, i probably would've had to try a lot harder to push those thoughts away.

thank god for elmo, cookie, grover and big bird for making this day so perfect.

i'm glad big bird thought the same way.

i just hope grover "enjoyed" it as much as we did.

it sure felt warm to have him falling asleep on my shoulder.

i never thought i could feel so sisterly towards someone like him.

i never thought he'd let me in.

but as i hugged him good night...i realized how lucky i was...to have him in my life.

i don't know how long these fellas will be by my side, or how much more i can take...of everything.

but for now, i look forward to seeing those colored bottles we got...all decked out on the scout den tables - a symbol of our unity, strength and a wonderful 14th of February 2004.

happy valentine's day yingli, jianyi, jiahao and kt.

thank you for giving me such a perfect day.