"i hope he doesn't disappoint you anymore" - cookie.

the way i see it, i've been setting myself up for disappointment after disappointment all this while.

i always knew that it's never going to occur, but somehow, i'd allow people around to convince me of the good that's in him.

of course, i know there's good in him.

cookie says he doesn't understand him. he's known him for almost 7 years and he realizes he doesn't know him...odd thing is he thinks he knows me better.

i guess most of the guys do know him for what he is - cocky, casanova, every girl's dream date.

what they don't get is the man i see - still cocky, pained, confused, scared shitless, coward, clueless when it comes to the people he loves.

he's not my dream date. he may think he's a casanova, but not in my books.

but the fact remains that he won me over. and that's something to think about.

what the hell serene?