ON MY OWN

i know i'm not alone...physically.

but i feel alone.

i constantly chide myself for feeling this way...

because isn't that what i want?

to be alone?

*you're so gonna do a double-take on me for this, but hell...i'm so wishing for someone to just hold me for a while. just for this little while...

but of course, that thought's gonna dissipate as soon as i wake up in the morning.

and then come back again later in the night.