I Need Guts. Like, Really.

nice men. polite. good-looking. sturdy.

please tell me what the hell's wrong with me.

this is totally ridiculous.

can you imagine how many times i've avoided eye contact just because i get smiles and vibes i can't decipher from these guys?

today was one good example.

i'm too shy to even post what happened...or did not happen...here.

WHY SERENE? WHY?