who am i kidding?

how could i ever think i'd have an early night today?

it's almost midnight and i've just finished my last report.

i had so wanted to turn off my computers and head for bed after finishing off the earnings reviews...i did three and voiced all of them. and that was already about 2230hours.

then soon tong tells me he just sent his report.

i sighed and debated if i should just do it in the morning.

in the end, i still kept myself running till now.

it's amusing...how i was crying while typing out the last report...trying hard to concentrate with those tears streaming down my face. i tried so hard to stop because i still needed to voice it...

i guess tonight's another sleepless night.

sleepless because...i'll be crying.

i'm extremely tired...upset...stressed.

and oh...did i mention that i'm sick?

how can i interview the SCS CEO in my state tomorrow...tomorrow will be an early morning all the way through to the evening...then work again till late at night to get the interview ready for release the next morning...then script and worry about the chinese service...

i'm turning into sheep.