i wonder if my time is up in ycsog.

i mean...my season's over, ain't it?

no matter how much i put into things these days, i still end up feeling like i haven't done much.

then i isolate myself to think things through.

how am i going to face the sea of green tomorrow?

how am i going to face the elders and speak like i did two months ago?

i don't know.

but i'm serene, and i don't run away from such things just because i'm scared.

i will persevere...and be the leader they want me to be.

and because i have the courage to face up to these people, even when i ain't too confident of myself...

i will not tolerate anyone who puts me down.

so don't you dare.