frankly, i came in late last night, needing to spill some uncertainties. then i convinced myself to hit the sack, sleep over it and see how things would clear up by morning.

those thoughts haven't quite cleared up really. in fact, it's hogging my mind right now simply because i'm home, sitting around, and waiting for stress to eat me up so i can start working on my stories before my meeting in three hours.

there. i said it.

i thought i had let go, and that things would head back to pre-feeling days. unfortunately, after his "confession" last evening, i felt almost relieved to realize that i wasn't the only one who was trying to forget.

i had somehow convinced myself that he's no longer part of my life. i had even managed to stop "pushing" him to realize his full potential. i just kept my hands off him the whole of yesterday.

but after that one sms, i kinda wondered if i was simply in denial over the past couple of weeks.

i was so stressed up and busy that he hardly ever crept into my mind...and in that sense, i thought i had "let go".

i guess i still gotta work on actually letting go.

perhaps we should start on a clean slate.

hello ray! glad you offered to help. perhaps we could meet this afternoon to see how we can revive the rover unit?