IF YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME

it isn't that he does sweeter things for me as we go along.

he has always been sweet.

but he just seems that little more tender and attentive at times like today.

i was mentally drained at work, with no colleague and the boss out of town.

he had offered to hang with me till my class started at half past eight.

being tired and pensive is a bad combination...it sorta equates to simply being bimbotic.

and he just sat by me, holding my hand and glancing at me from time to time.

i have to thank him for these little details.

we seem to complement each other - being encouraging when the other party is feeling down by hand-holding, hugs and little kisses.

and when you're tired and feeling low, you can always count on the other person to zip right by on his/her stallion and sweep you right off your feet.

just like he did for me today...despite being tired himself.

love is...

looking forward to something that's not there.