DROPS OF JUPITER

i never saw myself as one who would be insecure about the guy i was with.

so the past few days i was dazed and confused about why i seemed like i am.

in the end, it dawned on me that i am not insecure about him.

i am insecure about myself.

i'm afraid...

i would end up crushing him with the weight of obligation.

he would compromise himself to make me happy.

i would hurt him most because he loves me so intensely.

and if i keep all this within myself, i'm afraid i would burst one day.

but it would be unfair to lay it all out on him.

just because i'm insecure about me.

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance
Five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . .
And me.