MELANCHOLIA

"What's my euphemism?" - Alice

"You're 'disarming'." - Dan

"That's not a euphemism!" - Alice

"Oh, but it is." - Dan

well, "unfathomnable" was the word used on me today.

haha...the boss said he loves me deeply, but still can't figure me out.

the journey from plaza singapura back to my residence was a hard one.

my tear glands were so trying to keep from succumbing to the odd shit that's activating them.

i had watched the movie "closer", you see.

it hit home, that one.

the messages tore me right open...and while people were laughing, i was just trying to keep myself in my seat.

i have yet to digest the entire movie, but my mind is so flooded with varying emotions right now i'm about to burst.

though i can't.

maybe i'll cool down after the next few days...not sure if union is a good idea at this point.

the last time i felt this way and went to union, i walked out within 10 minutes.