i want to create magic with music.

i want to transport people to fantasy world of tinker bells, fairy lights and then some.

i can't do alegria, or 'o', or mystere, but i'm sure i'll be able to create a new world with the simplicity of my music.

the wonderful world of disney has just given me the drive to do something more with music (there's that word again).

as the little fairies pranced about, accompanied by a song (which title i desperately seek), my eyes welled up.

i was trying so hard not to tear...

the music did it for me.

it's begun.

i'm beginning to feel detached...

i'm desperately seeking something in the past year to celebrate...or something in the coming year to look forward to.

i still can't see it...i can't.

WHERE ARE YOU?

EL DIA is merely two weeks away.

please give me the space to mourn the loss of a dream.

it's all coming back...tonight...

it's begun.