i've often mulled over the wondrous effects a good relationship can have on a person.

of course, the horrendous downstream of good relationships gone bad supersede such wonder.

i guess that's why i've not had a basis for comparison yet.

it's not that i'm afraid...i just haven't met my match. =)

so who is he?

for the longest time, i've harbored a yearning to see josh again...josh, whose birthday is on the day before mine. how fantastic.

so when it hit me that that'll never happen, i moved on.

but i supposed he set a subconscious benchmark.

who is HE?

i think he may very well be josh and coleman combined.

i'm looking forward to the day we meet.

it shall be an interesting encounter.