LITTLE SUPERHERO GIRL

save me from myself.

desperation called for such measures.

i had a knack for victimizing myself...and while i knew the rest of the world wasn't at fault for my predicaments, it sure felt a lot easier not blaming myself.

then after some rationalizing, i began to strike myself out for all the situations i get into.

even though it was of no doing of my own that got me into such fixes, i sure didn't help the situations by standing around and letting them happen.

so last year, even though it was a reactive stance, i literally created breathing space for myself.

it's ironic how i'd learn to take the bull by its horns and yank it aside when i was at my lowest some two years back.

i was depressed...and sane enough to help myself outta what could have been extremely detrimental to my mental health in the long run.

staying with the airline.

it's a process...tears and all.

you cry, wipe it up, and hope there'll be sun the next morning.

but no.

there isn't sun today.

i feel like a little girl, trying to conquer the whole wide world.