all signs seem to be pointing in one direction.

i want but i can't have.

everything i really want, i can't have.

i think i need it, but i have to convert it to a want so it doesn't become more painful to lose.

so yes, i don't suppose i need it.

and i agree. if it's meant to be, then it will be.

but for now i want the experience with you.

i want it.

i won't die without it, but why can't i have what i want this time?

just this one time?

perhaps it's because i always get what i want...

and because the head gets what it wants done, the heart fails.

horribly.

painfully.

lonely.

should the head take over now?

tell me.

you, who's reading.

TELL ME.