I'D LIKE TO GET YOU ON A SLOW BOAT TO CHINA...

all to myself. alone.

the doughnuts are here! the doughnuts are here!

how hilarious it was that at 0130hrs this morning, we noticed the huge stack of doughnuts before recognizing the relatives carrying them...;P

when the relatives came out of customs (they flew in from the US) we went to hug them while my brother rushed over to hug the doughnuts...HAHA.

and the sweet thang was cool enough to give me a box of'em. yums.

everyone seemed to have turned up at the airport for something...apart from the sheer joy of seeing the aunt and the kids again.

my mom was had her See's Toffee-ettes sitting comfortably in my aunt's luggage, i had my pair of dance sneakers and my HP sitting in that same bag and my brother had his doughnuts.

i love my dance sneakers and i love my harry potter, even though i don't suppose i have the time to read it till AFTER the wedding. knowing it's in my possession is good enough.

the aunt said she got it at US$15...i saw the same version at borders going for S$53!

i'm glad i waited it out. =)

us three exotic girls worked it out sunday morning...and we're getting better with each run-thru.

i'm keeping my fingers crossed that all goes well tonight.

us in our short skirts and sexy shoes. =)

and people talk about PMS all the time.

i have the bloats...and it's the MS. sigh. still, the show must go on.

i feel overwhelmed by the amount of work on my plate.

not "work" work, but everything i have to do.

my WSJ bid presentation is bugging me...but i don't have enough information to work on.

i'll be leaving for tunisia in a month and i'm so not ready for it.

i'm feeling just a tad bit empty these days.

not because i don't have much to do and have way too much time to think, but because i just feel like i haven't done enough. of everything.

perhaps it's because of the wave of rejections i've been sending out.

i hate to reject offers, but sometimes, i just need to put my welfare ahead of your request because my health is, indeed, suffering. i need rest. please understand.

i want a little something more
don't want the middle or the one before
i don't desire a complicated past
i want a love that will last.

- Renee Olstead.

now you know i'm a committment phobe. for now i am.

but recent events have had me wondering how it would be like to be in a constant relationship.

i have no desire to be in one yet.

i'd much prefer spending whatever time i have left to myself, at home.

but yeah, i'm just wondering.

oh well.

i suddenly miss my brother. hmm.

i just realize i've pictured myself protecting him, and me, from something...way too many times.