WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE

philbie said i leaked out a teeny little smile as i reminisced about him.

as i looked down from the upward escalator at takashimaya yesterday, i chanced upon a tall, slim built...with a slight stubble.

it was the ex-TCS actor, Thomas Ong.

i caught myself leaning over the edge to catch a better glimpse of him.

no, i'm not a fan of Thomas Ong.

it's just that...whenever i see him, or a picture of him on fashion magazines, i get chills and flashbacks...

of the man i had that special connection with.

sometimes, PERFECT just doesn't cut it.

i miss him.

i wish we could go back to when we had that "trenchcoat" revelation of a conversation.

i still smile when i think of him.

i guess some things are better left to memory. =)

goodbye cole.

i really did adore you.