SAVE ME

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I've fallen...

- Corrinne May

the temptation to walk straight out of union and head home was too much to bear.

but i waited it out.

time hadn't cleared me of any misgivings.

i was dressed to dance, wanted to dance, but simply couldn't.

i felt absolutely downtrodden...that is, until jackson asked me to dance and spun me six times.

of course, philbie's magic helped somewhat, but still...

the pain was omnipresent.

i had to try my mostest to keep the feeling outta my head, but even when it's compartmentalized somewhat, the body just refused to come into play.

perhaps it's just a mixture of fatigue, stress and accusatory undertones.

i really just need to cry it out.

maybe everything will fall into place when i awake.

what an ache.

what a bloody sinking feeling.