FEELING

i wonder if the dull ache i'm feeling in my lower back is really a phantom pain.

i stopped taking the muscle relaxants last night and things were fine for most of today until training almost ended.

maybe it was fatigue. hmm.

keeping me fingers crossed it ain't something too bad.

it really is a bad week. =(

i couldn't eat for most of the day...which equates to a mighty weak me for some heavy duty choreography in the evening.

no tricks cuz i didn't want to risk breaking the back.

physical self's just weak now.

so please don't force me to eat cuz i can't.

let me get through this bout first...then i'll pig out. =)

just hope the back won't let up on me.