THEME FOR A DREAM

don't know why this song's chorus keeps repeating in my head.

my mom called me this morning to say she's going to shanghai with two of her colleagues in october.

i wish i were more enthusiastic but my throat just didn't allow me to speak with much emotion.

i've been feeling the onslaught of a flu since yesterday...and yes, it almost always starts with a sore throat.

so i drink redoxen. we'll see if that works.

it's really quite nice to be stuck in my office on a rainy day, especially with the skylight right next to me...and watching the raindrops hit the glass panes with little care.

he brought me some food at the studio last night.

i think his intention was to leave it at the reception with a note.

but i wasn't teaching the first session and was chatting with a girl friend on the couch.

so when i saw someone hanging around the entrance, i got up and went ot have a look.

his "uh-oh" reaction was quite amusing, so i opened the door and said "yes, it's me".

when he handed over the food, i simply took it and nodded.

(didn't want to create a scene by refusing it and then some.)

i'll be heading to the counselor again this evening...wonder what we'll come out with.

then comex with the family. =)

sometimes the rain perpetuates certain feelings of sadness.

strangely, with me, whenever it rains, i feel more at peace and less likely to cry.

because it seems that someone else is crying for me already.

put your head on my shoulder
hold me in your arms, baby
squeeze me oh so tight, tell me
tell me that you love me too.