NO MORE

it's so obvious...what's good for me.

but before i did it, i had to get rapped on the knuckles by the roomie, her boyfriend and my parents.

my dad even described it as "walking into a lion's den".

this morning, he tried to make things good again, but saying that he wants to try.

but monday night i told him i'd give it one more shot before i call it quits.

and i did give it one more shot and i tried to make it good.

so now, he says i'm extremely impatient with him and that i have an attitude problem that needs addressing.

personally though, with him, i feel like i've reached new limits of patience.

i could probably still go on, but i'm so mentally and emotionally drained that i just don't want to push it further.

while i may have an attitude when it comes to him, i cannot allow him to push all the blame on me and make it seem right that his outrage is always my doing.

he has never failed to say that i am the cause for all his outbursts, and while they are no excuse, i am indeed the cause of them.

i mean...DUH.

of course you're angry at me. who else are you angry with such that you have to take it out on me?

he expects me to take it.

and when i say i can't, he says i'm impatient.

dear reader, how long have i put up with this to be labeled "impatient"?

it's amazing how some people can't even admit that they have the problem.

even when 9 outta 10 people tell them they do.