IF I WAS THE ONE

who was loving you
the only tears you cry will be tears of joy
and if i were by your side
you'll never know one lonely night

and if it were my arms you were running to
feel the love in these arms of mine
if i was the one
in your eyes.

from centerstage, a movie about loving the dance, whether conventional or not.

most times, you'll have major odds to beat.

i had...and am still trying to beat some.

though some people around me make it all more bearable.

christmas day sucked.

well actually, past midnight sucked.

glo was a fantastic host, as usual, and the party went great.

but i was in such a foul mood i wished i hadn't gone to the party at all and created such trouble for some of those around.

it was something i couldn't manage, and so, had to yank a couple of friends in to help.

gosh, i should bloody well trust my own instincts.

the next time my gut tells me something shitty's gonna happen, i should just trust it.

and not go.

yes, i'm still feeling guilty of causing my friends such trouble when they should've been having the night of the season.