i'll be leavin' on a jetplane in the morning.

and i'm guessing the trip back home will present many, many revelations.

that's because i'll FINALLY be alone. and i'll so welcome the solitude.

i'm just hoping i won't burst into tears the moment the plane leaves LAX.

it's just odd how totally devoid of cheer i am...especially when this was supposed to be a "rejuvenating holiday".

when my aunt asked if i was dreading going back to the stress awaiting me monday, i replied "not necessarily".

i'd rather immerse myself in work and get stressed out with everyone else than be put down on my holiday.

the next time i take a holiday, i'm going to mexico.

and i'm going with people outside the family.

but my brother can join me.

he's cool shit.