i felt so judged this morning.

i don't usually care about such things but it really hurts when someone gives you the "you are cheap" look...even if you know you haven't done anything wrong at all.

i remember from eons ago i used to go to jo's place, and sometimes, even spend the night there. we'd play board games and spar intellect through the night (his friends and i), and i'd head home in the morning, when buses start coming around. as i enter my home, she'd give me the exact same look she gave me this morning. she actually said "what's happened to you? when did you become so cheap?" (or something to that extent in mandarin)

if people who know me hear of the above, they'd probably laugh it off and say "serene? no way...she's way too straight for that kinda shit". they're right. i have my fun...but i've got my limits as well.

i can't stand being judged.

on the flip side, i went laptop shopping with the bosses today...and we got a benq. pretty cool...and it kinda resembles a mac. my kinda comp...

mark and angus think i'm an angel...haha...that i'm really naive and sweet. we'll see about that in time to come...haha.

chestnuts was a hoot! dang...jon was hilarious, as usual. they never fail to come up with current and interesting material...

i'm lovin' it.