I'LL BE

i went to the istana this morning for an award ceremony.

all through my three hours there, my mind was filled with maniacal musings...like:

1) would alarms go off if i were to set one foot on the lawn?

2) would guards and the swat team swing in from all directions if my cell were to ring in the middle of the ceremony?

3) what'd happen if i carved my name on the istana toilet wall?

i really have to thank all the wonderful comedies i've watched for those funny thoughts.

in a span of two weeks, the chief commissioner has become my naggy new mother.

he has been nagging at me to go to bangalore with the team for their first PR session with all the scouters who'll be there for a function.

i can't go because i can't just take off like that.

work comes first.

(though i kinda feel guilty i'm not busting my ass now, like i did the last time).

i had a whole lot to say about lady salsa...sigh...oh well, it's over. ain't gonna gripe about it no more.

no matter how "understated" i've tried to be, there are people who'll tell me i'm "larger than life".

and i just can't understand it.

physically, verbally, i've toned things down a whole lot...not that i was over-the-top before.

so it's funny how people would say that now, and not before when i was, quite obviously, more "star"-like.

(and i do mean the star personality profile).

hmm. i'm pensive.