EL DIA

i believe brain capacity is expandable.

after all, we're supposely only using that teeny portion of it, so our present capacity is definitely enlargeable.

but even with so much more space to think about things, why are people constantly bogged down by "way too many problems"?

why can't we all simply compartmentalize the different aspects of our lives?

i suppose you can only box up so much without losing your grip.

with two kick-ass movie-lines in my head and so many areas of work, scouts and more to concentrate on, i still manage to squeeze in some space to FEEL about EL DIA.

which is just a little more than a month away.

subconsciously, obviously. until i confronted myself as i stared at my reflection this morning.

physically, i'm trying to yank myself outta that rut of feeling this way about EL DIA every year.

i hope this year shall be a little different.

though EL DIA would probably end the same way.