i came online late last night with this:

"i think i'm falling in love."

it was meant to be a teaser, but alas...my mac can't seem to post anything on blogger. but yes, i am, indeed, falling in love. with an idea. i suppose i've been in love all this while...with various ideas and concepts. but i guess it takes a whole lot more passion and guts to actually act on a thought.

i shan't beat myself up for once...and give myself props for taking the plunge into acting/performing.

as i gather more experiences under my belt, i feel like i'm losing something huge as well. and that's really bugging me. this oddness springs on me during the drive of my work day and totally throws me off.

and when that happens, i just want to cower in a corner and weep.

i guess this means i'm back to my old self.