if you know me, you'd know that i was freaked about last night's "speech"...well, all the way till last night, that is.
 
it sure didn't help that the two guys who spoke before me were such dynamic and energetic speakers.  but i guess it was kinda cool to have a girl speak in the obviously testosterone-dominated panel.
 
i figured i didn't do too badly, since i actually made some people laugh.  i'm someone with horrid comic timing, so it really is a feat to have someone laugh at the jokes i crack...so yeah, i guess i'm proud of how i did last night.
 
rehearsals for college girls have been increased to three nights a week.  i don't know how i'm gonna get through the next week all bright-eyed but i'll try.  it really is all about your attitude, i suppose.
 
i really can't wait for salsa to start on friday nights so i'll have something to look forward to...and you'll probably see a re-energized me every monday.  i never expected how much i loved to dance until recently.  and when i say dance...i don't mean house or disco but more latin and hip hop...haha...
 
imagine...once that starts, it'll be like poly days for me all over again...when i'd hardly got home before 2300 hrs.  well, during poly, i hardly ever got home before 0100 hrs...so this'd be a huge improvement.
 
dragon dance training's gonna start August...so that should be fun as well.  thought i just really wanna get my hands on the lion dance drum.  oh well.  so many things, so little time.
 
sometimes it feels no one understands
i don't even know why i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i can't see my soul
will you break down these walls and call me through...
 
- Journey, Corrinne May