alone again, naturally.

people used to ask why i was so angsty.

i could never quite pinpoint a reason except for hating how people judged. me or others.

i just spent three of the last four days crying my eyes out, stopping during the day because of the distraction called school.

i felt extremely angry. i still do.

i was/am angry at how some treat my husband.

even if i don't think the insolence is intentional.

i am angry that i'm treated as a child.

i try to provide input to seemingly receptive ears. what a waste of breath.

tonight, i cried for a different reason.

i was ACCUSED of being a bad daughter-in-law by someone in my family.

simply because my husband couldn't make it to my parents' house for dinner. (he had quite a chat with his parents and it lasted till way past dinner time, so i'm staying over for the night and he's at home)

how someone can draw such assumptions, i don't know.

but i'm very very angry at how being outspoken, honest and confident can make me seem such an undesirable daughter-in-law.

I AM PISSED.